Infinite Creative Power

Today my contract is over thoroughly, because of the national day WS is closed for 3 days, in fact my deadline was the last day in September. Even if I will still go to WS for several days after the holidays, my indentity won't be a student there any more. Since 1st. Feb this year I've been in WS for Exactly 8 months. Really time flies, it comes to the last day like in the blink of an eye. 8 months 236 days nearly everyday I went to COSCO even in the windy and rainy days. Gradually going to WS became a part of my life, being together with the friends in WS also became a very important part of these. I can say that till now nothing made me regret for even the choice of the university, but WS did. I could go there earlier but I didn't. This time I really regret for being against my mother's advice. Before I went to WS, on vacations or holidays surfing on line and watching videos at home also made me feel time flies and full filling. But now I cannot get used to my old life as if it has been emptied. In the last several days anyone who mentioned my leaving would made me sad even have tears in eyes. Never did I expect that the mood when I left WS is many times worse than the moment I graduated from university. 

On this year's 5th. Mar. I didn't know how fortunate I was that I was assigned to BIAD to complete my design for graduation. You know this is the nearest institute from COSCO, it’s about 10 minutes walk. In the three and a half months institute intership I didn't feel good sometimes even wanted to smoke. I almost daily used WS as an excuse to leave office early. When I arrived WS I told the friends there how the work is hard and boring, they gave me both sympathy and encouragement. Then I felt much better.

Now everything of WS is beautiful in retrospect, because I have lost it. I will never enjoy any of the classes, never check the teachers for every class, never chat with friends in lab like holding a meeting, never worry about encountering someone in YOSHINOYA or KFC because I won't go there, never buy "Double inside" and eliminate it at the lobby, never go to eat "CHENGDU SNACKS"...

WS brought me both English and friends. I hated English before but WS changed my mind. In these 8 months I studied with them, chated with them, discuss and solve problems with them, played pool with them, ate various food with them, drank in bars with them, celebrated the passage of CET6 with them, bought earphones with them, visited exhibition with them, went to KTV with them, played games in parks with them, entered into MIX for the first time with them...So many things I did with them, I was quite happy to be together with them. I have a very bad memory, I'm so afraid that one day I will forget the happy times I spent with them. I'm so sad that I cannot be together with them like before.

No matter who will be the host I have decided not to attend the graduation ceremony. I don't want to cry out of control in front of so many people because I'm sure I would if I went. Just let me feel I'm still one member of the students, please...

Among all the things in nature I like sky the most. In Beijing's autumn the sky is higher. I know below this sky all the people I miss live the same as me. Everytime I rise my head and look up into the sky, I can feel that my friends are still around me... 

Thanks to Shannon Rauf Gareth Tobi Jo Jim Chad Natalie Jackie Lizzie Stan Grace Charles Diana Shirley Tracy Christine Eleven Jefferson Angela Cythia David Emily Ester Minnie Hannah Jeff Ivy Jane Jason Lulu Teresa Tiffany Yvonne Rebbeca Aqua...

You filled my 8 months up with happiness. Thank you all again...